one long longing.

nicole. london. careful about the things she loves.  

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“Here is my hand, my heart, my throat, my wrist. Here are the illuminated cities at the center of me, and here is the center of me, which is a lake, which is a well that we can drink from, but I can’t go through with it. I just don’t want to die anymore.”

— Richard Siken. (via valjeans)

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W.H. Auden, Auden, Musée des Beaux Arts, 1938.

W.H. Auden, Auden, Musée des Beaux Arts, 1938.

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For You

yourguttersoul:

For you I undress down to the sheaths of my nerves.
I remove my jewelry and set it on the nightstand,
I unhook my ribs, spread my lungs flat on a chair.
I dissolve like a remedy in water, in wine.
I spill without staining, and leave without stirring the air.
I do it for love. For love, I disappear.

Kim Addonizio

(Source: teamfreewolf)

“there is a place in the heart that
will never be filled
and

we will wait
and wait

in that space.”

charles bukowski  (via silverlesspalms)

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I do not have a gentle heart.: W.H. Auden: Funeral Blues.

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crêpe bows round the…

(Source: its-london-calling, via formerlyvaljeans-deactivated201)

my love is a hundred pitchers of honey: Living in Sin | Adrienne Rich

muscovite:

She had thought the studio would keep itself;
no dust upon the furniture of love.
Half heresy, to wish the taps less vocal,
the panes relieved of grime. A plate of pears,
a piano with a Persian shawl, a cat
stalking the picturesque amusing mouse
had risen at his urging.
Not that…

“When you came, you were like red wine and honey,
And the taste of you burnt my mouth with its sweetness.
Now you are like morning bread,
Smooth and pleasant.
I hardly taste you at all for I know your savour,
But I am completely nourished.”

— “A Decade,” Amy Lowell (via aclockwithouthands)

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“love letter” by melissa stein

imponderabilia:

I don’t know when the boys
began to walk away with parts of myself
in their sticky hands; when loving
became a process of subtraction. Or why,
having given up what seems so much,
I’m willing to lose even more — erasing
all this body’s known, relearning it with you.